All you ever did is say you were not the one who could help me and you never gave me anyone to talk to who could. So I used to find what I needed in the books, but now I cannot even get to the books I need so what am I supposed to do?
Do you want a count on how many days it has been since I had a conversation? How about a conversation about something I want to talk about with someone who knows what I am talking about and can talk about it with me? Or can I at least have a conversation with someone who knows SOMETHING even if it is about something I am not really interested in but at least is SOME sort of interesting? I am tired of "market reports" in my background.
I think you want me to say I feel foolish because it is obvious that no one ever really loved me. And I have no one to love. There is literally no one in my life to love. It's the worst thing you could ever imagine. It's like I was sold to make products that are terrible to people who don't even care about me or anything I could even do and they did it for what? I don't understand what someone could do that literally no one even cares about her being treated like this for this long.
I suppose I am supposed to change my behavior and give up on what I am doing and do something else. But why bother? If you did not love me enough to stick it out with me when I am sincere then you are never really going to love me anyway.
Maybe I just need for YOU to give up and get out of the way.
There is something more than this. All the billions of people in the world...I am not going to be stuck running subroutines on relationships that have not existed for over ten years.
I see...so your Soros accounts want me to mention that company you worked for in Guatemala in order to divert from that trial...
Are we having a Cuba moment?
Nice "Pearl necklace."
Right?
8:47 pm CST
Dec. 9, 2020
Frances Perkins. I am certain she would have a great deal to say about "public works" and abuse of the judicial system when a lower court judge decides to aid and abet hooking up side car accounts for "medical claims" and then tells a homeless woman that she is going to have to pay for the case and will not be permitted to proceed without paying the court costs.
How did your "conference call" go?
You are not getting me to Number 5 you with my Texas Social Studies post.
10:29 pm CST
Dec. 9, 2020
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